[ Just like that, whatever he was thinking, and however he thought to act in a way so that he felt he could relieve this pain dissipated as he felt he was splashed with cold water in the face. ]
Wei-xiong...don't give in. I don't want to lose anyone else.
[ There's a pause as he digested what he said, but now he's too busy being furious. Say what you will about the Nie Clan, but even without being affected by Saber spirit, there was bound to be a temper still. Slowly, more and more exhaustion just showed on his face before it turned somewhat sad as he was thinking of ways he could make Hamelin's time painful, but he's got nothing. He almost couldn't believe he's more angry on WWX's behalf than his own.
At the very least, the kind of loss he spoke about would be something familiar to his friend. Even if by now Huaisang figured there were...some shenanigans going on. When he spoke next, his tone was soft. ]
I lost my brother. All I could do is just watch, and the nightmares remind me of just how much I was a good-for-nothing who couldn't do anything about it.
[ He'd had his revenge, but it didn't mean it was something he'd want to consistently be reminded of seeing in its intensity. He could feel some real tears gather in his eyes. He's always been like this...quicker to cry than most people.
He was prepared to suffer through it until they can bring an end to this. It was purely out of spite. ]
Even if that's the case, though, I don't want to give him any satisfaction...I don't want you to either.
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Date: 2021-06-11 02:15 am (UTC)Wei-xiong...don't give in. I don't want to lose anyone else.
[ There's a pause as he digested what he said, but now he's too busy being furious. Say what you will about the Nie Clan, but even without being affected by Saber spirit, there was bound to be a temper still. Slowly, more and more exhaustion just showed on his face before it turned somewhat sad as he was thinking of ways he could make Hamelin's time painful, but he's got nothing. He almost couldn't believe he's more angry on WWX's behalf than his own.
At the very least, the kind of loss he spoke about would be something familiar to his friend. Even if by now Huaisang figured there were...some shenanigans going on. When he spoke next, his tone was soft. ]
I lost my brother. All I could do is just watch, and the nightmares remind me of just how much I was a good-for-nothing who couldn't do anything about it.
[ He'd had his revenge, but it didn't mean it was something he'd want to consistently be reminded of seeing in its intensity. He could feel some real tears gather in his eyes. He's always been like this...quicker to cry than most people.
He was prepared to suffer through it until they can bring an end to this. It was purely out of spite. ]
Even if that's the case, though, I don't want to give him any satisfaction...I don't want you to either.